As I sit here and watch the Finals I think I am ME, and there is nothing else to that. I've been a child of an abusive relationship, I've been a child of a father that doesn't know she exist, I've been a girlfriend to an abusive boyfriend, I've been a wife to an abusive and unfaithful husband... but I'm still ME.
Doesn't matter how many times I've been down.. I will always get back up and claim my rightful place in this world.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
My FIRST Place.. with CHEAP/SQUEAKY furniture??
I am 22 yrs old and I recently bought a condo, GREAT. Now WTF do I do NEXT?! I have been sleeping on an air mattress for about a mth, the one bed I liked was back ordered til June almost 2 mths ago, and when I went to another furniture store looking for other items the salesman man politely informed me of my poor quality choice in even going to the store I ordered my bed from.. hmm
Well enough of that... I am now looking for a different bed and some home office furniture so I can smoothly transition into studying when my classes start this Monday. I have hired a Feng Shui interior decorator and gone about all the steps required to successfully put my place together but now I can't seem to pick anything! Since when are there sooo many styles, and materials, and other crap to pick from? You would think with ALL this variety they would at least have something that fits the specific dimensions of tiny places. But NO, screw all the young poor people that don't necessarily like modern and that really dont want furniture that a 5 yr old can probably punch a hole through.
One of my best friends, we shall call her my White Sister, will say this about me: "She will sleep on the floor until she can get the BEST". And what's wrong with that? I understand mass production but why can't I go to a local carpenter and get quality stuff for reasonable prices. And now, back I must go to my infinite furniture googlelizing in hopes of finding something. Wish me luck!
Well enough of that... I am now looking for a different bed and some home office furniture so I can smoothly transition into studying when my classes start this Monday. I have hired a Feng Shui interior decorator and gone about all the steps required to successfully put my place together but now I can't seem to pick anything! Since when are there sooo many styles, and materials, and other crap to pick from? You would think with ALL this variety they would at least have something that fits the specific dimensions of tiny places. But NO, screw all the young poor people that don't necessarily like modern and that really dont want furniture that a 5 yr old can probably punch a hole through.
One of my best friends, we shall call her my White Sister, will say this about me: "She will sleep on the floor until she can get the BEST". And what's wrong with that? I understand mass production but why can't I go to a local carpenter and get quality stuff for reasonable prices. And now, back I must go to my infinite furniture googlelizing in hopes of finding something. Wish me luck!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Why "RaW"...
There is something that sets us all apart from the pack, from those that helped shape us, from every influence we can think of. Individual through and through, I'm here to let my Beautiful and Sometimes Nasty but Always RaW self shine.
From thoughts you'd never even admit you've had to things you wish you weren't. My best and my worst coming together... and the anonymity to help things along. From ethics, morals, and sex, to anything else you can possibly think of! Now let's give this blogging thing a try..
From thoughts you'd never even admit you've had to things you wish you weren't. My best and my worst coming together... and the anonymity to help things along. From ethics, morals, and sex, to anything else you can possibly think of! Now let's give this blogging thing a try..
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